Ok.. so i've decided with help form the lord.. starting today i'll live life to the fullest! no more gaming and stuff.. its really eating up my life. always thought my other half was into games. but i've gotton it wrong. seems like my other half is still somewhere out there waiting to be found.
Well, don't know this but i feel that the friends that im having now is really not needed yeah. Mmmms... need to make some new company. O yeah! gonna ask this china girl to be my study partner yeah.. hope that with the actions im doing now will cause those around me to join in.
Got called by my mentor today.. she said that the lecturers are going to deregister me. so lucky to have her. hope everythings gonna end up well though.. Mmm.. not using anymore vulgar words/signs. haha!(still trying) So yeah! i wanna be a new man!! REBORN!!
I think my guild mates are kindda mad at me yeah!! MIA 4 so long.. pray that the outing on june will help strengthen our bonds. pray that JUN+XI jun will come too.
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with this 2 hands, u shall recieve countless blessings.
Stop giving me excuses.|7:56 AM|
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Have been thinking alot lately. Seems that life is short. dont know how many days i got left in me. Im so afriad, scared of the furture. would happiness be there for me? looks like i've got only a few more years before im an adult. The fear of having a family, working, having kids confuses simple minded me. What should i do? I know what i want to be in the furture, but as i think about it, i become confused. Why work? why must we shed sweat and tears just to make ends meet? sometimes the thought of having a family scares me too. When i look at my parents, it just strikes me. Parents always say "son im trying my best to gif u a better life that i didnt have." Like wth.. What would my wife be like? should i get married at all? Totally shyt la.. I've got so little time left now..
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TIO FUCKED
Stop giving me excuses.|10:21 AM|
Friday, May 04, 2007
Wa!!! i caught sore eyes from my dad!!! wa!!! like so wth. pain like crap! lucky not as cham" as my dads. his whole eyes super red lar!! BOoM@!
watched spider man3 with my same o kaki movie group! GOLD CLASS full lar!! wth... i miss gold class.. must eat popcorn... i wan 3 course meal!! !&@*#^(@# spider man3 also not so nice la.. alot of good stuff missing.. like venom!!! my <33 no tongue!! wth.. wad is venom without tongue!
haven't do my report yet! due yesterday! die!!! haha! nvm i got excuse! sore eyes!!
ok la.. i go audi liao cya all!
Stop giving me excuses.|10:19 PM|